Boring boring..staying at home all the time..-.-''but goin to have recreational activities next week^^.
Recently,a sudden unwillingness strike me..suddenly i don't really want to went back to that skool..i don't noe why..same feeling strike me twice this time..just like during last year waiting for result..
One month in skool can be slow and can be fast too..but i still don noe is it a good thing that I'm in that skool? Don noe y...i feel that I'm off the track right now..what i am doing is not what i expected..or in other words..not what i interested of..
I feel that I'm drifting away ..far and ever more far out..Even if i graduated ..the course that offer to me to admit into poly is not going to be the course i wanted..
What i am doing is just like walking on a thin rope..poly is no longer interests me..or i said..no longer find it to be my final target..
Now i finally realised that Dreams are always not going to be reality..

My faith rise higher last time ..but not now..sigh let it be let it be..I will no longer be happy again..What lost is lost..and let's just hope that time pass asap..

p.s--skool's friends are great,they are not the reasons for my tiredness..:)
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