When I'm with friends, I can be lively and talkative, but when I'm alone, all the troubles came in and came in. Stirring in my brain , SPIN AND SPIN, SPIN AND SPIN.

Ppl will said, you stupid ma! Who tell you take up responsibilities!You so KPO for wat?

But hello dear! Don you think i don have stuff of my own to care? It not because I KPO, It jus because I'm trying my best to achieve that PAPER!!(You noe wat is tat)

Because of this paper , i willingly to withstand all the shit of ppl out there.All your craps, All your nonsenses and All your childishness. But the best part is you assume I'm the slave ha? I cant believe I let you guys eat into me for so long.

I don expect you guys appreciate what i do for you coz i do it for my motive, but do you guys have to be so demanding and taking all the things for granted?

I get really tired of all those craps CRAPS CRAPS CRAPS CRAPS!

Wanted to cry out, but only loser hide in a corner to cry.

Some of the ETP Members complain to me how overwhelming of their jobs is...I listen to you guys complain coz i know you guys need to vent your anger...I cannot do much to help you guys and I'm sorry abt it. But i found out, all this complains actually build in within me and add pressure to me too.

Den some bloody juniors who don appreciate what we EXCOS do for them, took everything we do for the granted. Still got the cheek happily happily said '' I DIDN'T OPT FOR CAFETERIA WAT!'' I JOIN COZ OF THE GPA LO!

''Wait lo! I think i want to join ETP or not''

Hey dear, we join ETP also for GPA, You thought we EXCOS are saints is it? -.-

Only know how to bitch around here and there. I don ask you to respect us, but can you guys at least move, react, do something?? The scoldings we got coz of you guys is so much until I VERY SIAN. You guys can go have your '' I'm the most important'' lifestyle, go go go go...quit eto quit etp...pls pls pls.

And when I'm upset, who will actually think abt me, care abt me? Who would actually make a effort to find me where I am , where will i hide.

I'm a woman too, I'm not a superhero that appear in the marvel stories of yours. Can you at least show at least some kindness to me , the pathetic soul in this earth?

Jus a little bit of kindness pls?

We are the one trying to maintain everything, and you guys are always the one who simply destroy it, One word ''I don want go'' , all no need go out. Ask you guys out, reply me '' I see how''and all our trip cancel, seriously ha, this attitude pissing me off from the very start, Even doubt tat why i so stupid tat i withstand all this bullshit from the start.

I think coz i treat you guys as a friend, but to wat i feel now is, i feel like we are a clique whereby we are kind of being used for. Super upset abt it. If you think tat hangin out with us is SOOOO TOUGH, We should consider if we want to be friends or simple classmates or not.