I suddenly recalled, Someone ask me " Y are you so chiong in everything? " Relax la, take a step backwards to see what you want and live for yourself!

He really thought I am such a person...He can't see through me. He even think I did all those stuffs because I thirst of power? :/ I did it coz i hv a family to take care, I want to take up the responsibility to take care of my family, satisfied all their needs and wants. This is why I took up courses and lessons that I'm sure they going to bring me to big bucks earning.

No one knows what I want, and I don't expect I will meet someone that will understand me or pat my head saying " Let me share it with you". Nah! My problems My loads, IT MY RESPONSIBILITY.

Hurts quite a bit when he said that to me...And I'm thinking...Am I really a person like this? No! I do this because I have to do this! Even If I hate it! ...

hooo...HOOO...hooo...There are so many dreams I wanted to chase...But I don not have to freedom to.

Bless me yea.